Sounds like he lost his love and now e's wallowing in the misery of it all possibly doing drugs ("I can't complain, it's something to do, cloud my mind and erase you"), all the while putting on a happy face and pretending to be okay and "act(ing) like (he's) not confused. At the end, he tries to convince himself that he's better off without her.
Sounds like he lost his love and now e's wallowing in the misery of it all possibly doing drugs ("I can't complain, it's something to do, cloud my mind and erase you"), all the while putting on a happy face and pretending to be okay and "act(ing) like (he's) not confused. At the end, he tries to convince himself that he's better off without her.