I feel like he is being tormented by this lover of his without her knowing. Yet he loves her so much that he surrenders himself to her. He wants her in his world, maybe she is his world, but she's pretending to love him and he is pretending not to care so he surrenders again not doing anything about it. The thought of her haunts him everywhere he goes especially when he tries to ignore it. She's lying to him but he shrugs it off. He's holding out his hands while she plays the part, he wants her love but she only pretends.
I feel like he is being tormented by this lover of his without her knowing. Yet he loves her so much that he surrenders himself to her. He wants her in his world, maybe she is his world, but she's pretending to love him and he is pretending not to care so he surrenders again not doing anything about it. The thought of her haunts him everywhere he goes especially when he tries to ignore it. She's lying to him but he shrugs it off. He's holding out his hands while she plays the part, he wants her love but she only pretends.
I go through the exact same feeling every day.