In my mind it's about the conflicting perspectives of the mind. He is in inner turmoil. There are two things going on here. One is (i think it's with himself) conversation with himself. he tells himself that he is 'a joke' 'talking loud'. Hes painfully self aware trying to escape the voice that tells him he does not fit in to society. The chorus is the best part 'Im big humungous enormous and small'. This is the paradox of living and shows the extent to his awareness. everybody is huge in their own head, important and enormous. to the individual his own affairs consume everything he does. however, in the grand scheme of things he is insignificant tiny and nobody cares about him even if he feels enormoud as if he is the only one alive in his head
In my mind it's about the conflicting perspectives of the mind. He is in inner turmoil. There are two things going on here. One is (i think it's with himself) conversation with himself. he tells himself that he is 'a joke' 'talking loud'. Hes painfully self aware trying to escape the voice that tells him he does not fit in to society. The chorus is the best part 'Im big humungous enormous and small'. This is the paradox of living and shows the extent to his awareness. everybody is huge in their own head, important and enormous. to the individual his own affairs consume everything he does. however, in the grand scheme of things he is insignificant tiny and nobody cares about him even if he feels enormoud as if he is the only one alive in his head