I think it's about an abusive relationship, and here's why
Dazed and abused - Feeling trapped in a manipulative and abusive relationship, too dazed and lost in worry to get out of it
Amuse myself with pots of paint - Paint covers things up, and changes the color of the exterior of something, consider this perhaps metaphorically. Changing the appearance of yourself is pleasing for the short term because it prevents others from seeing your emotional scars, therefore reserving your self esteem in favor of your partner.
Produce the demons within us - Depressive behaviors kick in, probably these demons are being brought up from past trauma as well, as it's mentioned that they are 'within us'.
Pointles trials but don't be late, coz someones always pissed off - Meaning that you see no purpose in the things you do, and the 'trials' in life such as responding to the ridiculous pleads of your abuser, or listening to others' concern for your wellbeing without actually being attentive. After all, it's very unlikely that a victim is to talk about their trauma, and concern is useless if not annoying to someone when you're blinded to what really may be going on, as a normal bystander or even a friend would.
Disrespect me coz i'm ugly, don't give me your stupid pity - Eventually the victim believes that things are their fault, that it's entirely in their control and that they deserve what they get. Not deserving of an ounce of pity, the individual feels trapped by a narcissist.
There are no hands to tell the time - Nobody has open eyes, nobody can see the trauma they're going through, nobody can sense their desperation of help.
Master of my destination - Again, the individual feels that things are their fault
Your selfish hands invade this time and break through all of my fences - Fences being mental boundaries around particular subjects, such as an unwilligness to talk about abuse or depression. What the partner probably says are 'Selfish hands' of others who try to help her are viewed poorly, and long term friendships and family is disregarded in favor of this partner. Then, it's repeated that she believes herself to be a horrible person, deserving of the abuse with 'Disrespect me cause im ugly, don't give me your stupid pity'
Rinse wash and repeat with depressingly simple guitar, some of this interpretation is botched but I think the general idea got through. Not a great writer, but this meant enough to me to make an account.
I think it's about an abusive relationship, and here's why
Dazed and abused - Feeling trapped in a manipulative and abusive relationship, too dazed and lost in worry to get out of it
Amuse myself with pots of paint - Paint covers things up, and changes the color of the exterior of something, consider this perhaps metaphorically. Changing the appearance of yourself is pleasing for the short term because it prevents others from seeing your emotional scars, therefore reserving your self esteem in favor of your partner.
Produce the demons within us - Depressive behaviors kick in, probably these demons are being brought up from past trauma as well, as it's mentioned that they are 'within us'.
Pointles trials but don't be late, coz someones always pissed off - Meaning that you see no purpose in the things you do, and the 'trials' in life such as responding to the ridiculous pleads of your abuser, or listening to others' concern for your wellbeing without actually being attentive. After all, it's very unlikely that a victim is to talk about their trauma, and concern is useless if not annoying to someone when you're blinded to what really may be going on, as a normal bystander or even a friend would.
Disrespect me coz i'm ugly, don't give me your stupid pity - Eventually the victim believes that things are their fault, that it's entirely in their control and that they deserve what they get. Not deserving of an ounce of pity, the individual feels trapped by a narcissist.
There are no hands to tell the time - Nobody has open eyes, nobody can see the trauma they're going through, nobody can sense their desperation of help.
Master of my destination - Again, the individual feels that things are their fault
Your selfish hands invade this time and break through all of my fences - Fences being mental boundaries around particular subjects, such as an unwilligness to talk about abuse or depression. What the partner probably says are 'Selfish hands' of others who try to help her are viewed poorly, and long term friendships and family is disregarded in favor of this partner. Then, it's repeated that she believes herself to be a horrible person, deserving of the abuse with 'Disrespect me cause im ugly, don't give me your stupid pity'
Rinse wash and repeat with depressingly simple guitar, some of this interpretation is botched but I think the general idea got through. Not a great writer, but this meant enough to me to make an account.