Now this song here....I relate most to the title of it...straight f n up..I attempted & have had suicidal thoughts off n on since '88. I read the lyrics & see 2 possible meanings. Tho keep in mind, LOTS of songs have no meaning, to the singer, a band member, friend, loved one, 1st love, ending love etc, they're sometime just thrown together to rhyme or more than I expected w/Queen songs, they're is no logic or sense to them but will love admire Queen for infinity. This song I see maybe once in love, break up, his/her life always felt like 2 months of fun; which is a good thing, not long enough to be good tho, & 2 ys of pain. Maybe Had been together (off n on??) 4 years & last 2 years were painful & caused the ending of relationship or friendship. A lot of times the best of things we have then end, we feel like "life is over", what happens when ppl feel like that??? Die....it happened to me in '88 when my 21st truest love ever & I broke up, I was attempting suicide, I thought if he's gone, then I'm gone too. (Luckily he came back & following month i was told I'm pregnant, was pregnant at time of suicide attempt.) So he's saying at 1 point he felt like dieing but at same time he's saying "fuckit, I'm living it up", "I can't let go, eventually I will." Exactly the same for me in 3 ways, dieing, living it up instead & trying to get ex outta my head. I love knowing songwriters meaning yet at same time, I think knowing the meaning ruins the song. You have TO INTERPRET the song in your own way, YOUR OWN LIFE. its much better feeling. Listen to Queens song "too much love will kill you. 99%well interpreted to me/my life. Beautiful
Now this song here....I relate most to the title of it...straight f n up..I attempted & have had suicidal thoughts off n on since '88. I read the lyrics & see 2 possible meanings. Tho keep in mind, LOTS of songs have no meaning, to the singer, a band member, friend, loved one, 1st love, ending love etc, they're sometime just thrown together to rhyme or more than I expected w/Queen songs, they're is no logic or sense to them but will love admire Queen for infinity. This song I see maybe once in love, break up, his/her life always felt like 2 months of fun; which is a good thing, not long enough to be good tho, & 2 ys of pain. Maybe Had been together (off n on??) 4 years & last 2 years were painful & caused the ending of relationship or friendship. A lot of times the best of things we have then end, we feel like "life is over", what happens when ppl feel like that??? Die....it happened to me in '88 when my 21st truest love ever & I broke up, I was attempting suicide, I thought if he's gone, then I'm gone too. (Luckily he came back & following month i was told I'm pregnant, was pregnant at time of suicide attempt.) So he's saying at 1 point he felt like dieing but at same time he's saying "fuckit, I'm living it up", "I can't let go, eventually I will." Exactly the same for me in 3 ways, dieing, living it up instead & trying to get ex outta my head. I love knowing songwriters meaning yet at same time, I think knowing the meaning ruins the song. You have TO INTERPRET the song in your own way, YOUR OWN LIFE. its much better feeling. Listen to Queens song "too much love will kill you. 99%well interpreted to me/my life. Beautiful