As I heard it. Yoko kept sending John away, possibly because she was going through heroin withdrawals and didn't want him to know, possibly because she was having an affair or maybe their relationship was just too on the rocks for her to bear. Either way she controlled his schedule and he was angry that she wouldn't even answer the phone to him sometimes.
I reckon that the hurting her that he mentions is when he banged that friend in front of her at the Nixon election victory party. I bet she never forgave him for that and no doubt there were other stressful times when John acted out like that. He was probably losing her love.
As I heard it. Yoko kept sending John away, possibly because she was going through heroin withdrawals and didn't want him to know, possibly because she was having an affair or maybe their relationship was just too on the rocks for her to bear. Either way she controlled his schedule and he was angry that she wouldn't even answer the phone to him sometimes. I reckon that the hurting her that he mentions is when he banged that friend in front of her at the Nixon election victory party. I bet she never forgave him for that and no doubt there were other stressful times when John acted out like that. He was probably losing her love.