The abrahamic deity known as God/Yahweh/Allah is so mighty and important that he's larger than the whole universe and we should worship him appropriately. So when the protagonist's efforts to live in this deity's image falls short despite his best efforts he asks "when will you see the things in you that you found in me?" Ofcourse it's impossible to please a deity by living in its image when this deity is so inconsistent with reality so he was actually living a life of organised mental abuse
The abrahamic deity known as God/Yahweh/Allah is so mighty and important that he's larger than the whole universe and we should worship him appropriately. So when the protagonist's efforts to live in this deity's image falls short despite his best efforts he asks "when will you see the things in you that you found in me?" Ofcourse it's impossible to please a deity by living in its image when this deity is so inconsistent with reality so he was actually living a life of organised mental abuse