It's not a nice take on it but couldn't this be talking about a guy who can't stay in touch with his sexuality in his own thoughts because the first man who touched him shouldn't have? It just read that way to me as I read toris interview comments. Asif the guy wanted the love when he was young but the sugar, the not really love , was from someone older getting in to 'the bubblegum trade'. His sexuality got tarnished and now he cant go forward and he can't go back. The addiction is to sugar and only half knowing perhaps.
It's not a nice take on it but couldn't this be talking about a guy who can't stay in touch with his sexuality in his own thoughts because the first man who touched him shouldn't have? It just read that way to me as I read toris interview comments. Asif the guy wanted the love when he was young but the sugar, the not really love , was from someone older getting in to 'the bubblegum trade'. His sexuality got tarnished and now he cant go forward and he can't go back. The addiction is to sugar and only half knowing perhaps.