When dealing with self hate, like Devin does, you get tempted by the negative habits to make you feel better. It doesn't mean you act upon them, but they are there. When you are bored or realise how normal your life is, you realise how interesting your life used to be. you realise how easy it would be to move back to that life, but then you realise how hard it would be to leave that place AGAIN. scroll forward three songs on the album to Juular and that would tie in. The video is a massive clue, the old deranged man v calm sober and steady Devy. The whole album deconstruction is a very frank and open explanation of his addictions and his mental health issues. respect to the guy.
Ok, so maybe you guys are all right here..
When dealing with self hate, like Devin does, you get tempted by the negative habits to make you feel better. It doesn't mean you act upon them, but they are there. When you are bored or realise how normal your life is, you realise how interesting your life used to be. you realise how easy it would be to move back to that life, but then you realise how hard it would be to leave that place AGAIN. scroll forward three songs on the album to Juular and that would tie in. The video is a massive clue, the old deranged man v calm sober and steady Devy. The whole album deconstruction is a very frank and open explanation of his addictions and his mental health issues. respect to the guy.