This sounds like he is talking about a "muse" per say, he feels lost with himself but wants to be with someone that is true. "Sleeping with the bride to be" sounds like he is talking to "the one" "the muse" he has loved but is trying to say it is hurting so much that he can be with anyone and have nothing inside that binds him to anyone else since she is gone.
This sounds like he is talking about a "muse" per say, he feels lost with himself but wants to be with someone that is true. "Sleeping with the bride to be" sounds like he is talking to "the one" "the muse" he has loved but is trying to say it is hurting so much that he can be with anyone and have nothing inside that binds him to anyone else since she is gone.