It's about the speaker leaving someone, and that ex-partner struggled and became lost, although the speaker didn't care enough to think about them. Time passes, she feels these anxieties and strange thoughts ease closer, but she assumed her ex wasn't the reason, or tried to believe otherwise, and eventually, the guilt overcame her and now she realizes how much the ex truly resents her from her lack of empathy when she initially left. She explains how none of this is the ex's fault. The speaker sees her relationship with this person as a complicated mess: "We are stranger than Earth with the seasons misled".
It's about the speaker leaving someone, and that ex-partner struggled and became lost, although the speaker didn't care enough to think about them. Time passes, she feels these anxieties and strange thoughts ease closer, but she assumed her ex wasn't the reason, or tried to believe otherwise, and eventually, the guilt overcame her and now she realizes how much the ex truly resents her from her lack of empathy when she initially left. She explains how none of this is the ex's fault. The speaker sees her relationship with this person as a complicated mess: "We are stranger than Earth with the seasons misled".