It is about his depressing personal life experience on a time when he was having a writer's block and didn't (couldn't) write any songs for about 1 year and a half. Where all the fame and all that tags along with it started to sinked in into him that leads him to doubt himself and put him in a crossroad that he is still not sure which direction to choose, out of fear (all he did was locked himself at home, going through the internet to peep on whatever the world is saying about him). Related to his music carrier and especially his sexuality. It gets him to wonder about what all of the fortune/success even mean when it would only resulted himself in pain of not be able to be who he truly is. Then he was drowned in self pity in contradict to his dislike towards his reality and what he had become personaly at the time. But then mommy tells him to free himself from all of it and just don't give a f'ck. It is his live and he, for whatever worth, deserves to be happy from being able to live the way he wanted to for who he truly is. Mommy told him to go out and face the world as it is. Just sway his way, doing things he wanted to do, surround himself with people who love him and dance through whatever sh*t life is throwing at him, with happiness, passion, enjoyment and instinct/guts.
It is about his depressing personal life experience on a time when he was having a writer's block and didn't (couldn't) write any songs for about 1 year and a half. Where all the fame and all that tags along with it started to sinked in into him that leads him to doubt himself and put him in a crossroad that he is still not sure which direction to choose, out of fear (all he did was locked himself at home, going through the internet to peep on whatever the world is saying about him). Related to his music carrier and especially his sexuality. It gets him to wonder about what all of the fortune/success even mean when it would only resulted himself in pain of not be able to be who he truly is. Then he was drowned in self pity in contradict to his dislike towards his reality and what he had become personaly at the time. But then mommy tells him to free himself from all of it and just don't give a f'ck. It is his live and he, for whatever worth, deserves to be happy from being able to live the way he wanted to for who he truly is. Mommy told him to go out and face the world as it is. Just sway his way, doing things he wanted to do, surround himself with people who love him and dance through whatever sh*t life is throwing at him, with happiness, passion, enjoyment and instinct/guts.
-just my 2 cents-