I think it's actually about a one-sided relationship. Like person A likes person B, but person B doesn't like person A.
"Face stained in the ceiling
Why does it keep saying,
I don't have to see you right now"
Maybe a long-distance relationship where person A is like "we need to see each other" but person B isn't that interested, like "nah i'm fine here." and person A feels like shit after that and while they're in bed or something and staring at the ceiling, where that moment plays in their mind over and over again, because persom B's exact words were "I don't have to see you right now"
And the
"Digging like you can bury
Something that cannot die
We could wash the dirt off our hands now
Keep it from living underground"
Saying that person B is kinda just sweeping person A's love for them under the rug like it's lifeless, and then both of them shaking it off like it's just "whatever", trying to keep it from going on, kinda.
The "Lazy summer goddess/I don't have to see you right now" lyric, though, I think is person A talking to person B, finally saying "I don't have to take this" and standing up for themself.
Maybe I'm reading too much into it but it's how I've been interpreting it.
I think it's actually about a one-sided relationship. Like person A likes person B, but person B doesn't like person A.
"Face stained in the ceiling Why does it keep saying, I don't have to see you right now"
Maybe a long-distance relationship where person A is like "we need to see each other" but person B isn't that interested, like "nah i'm fine here." and person A feels like shit after that and while they're in bed or something and staring at the ceiling, where that moment plays in their mind over and over again, because persom B's exact words were "I don't have to see you right now"
And the "Digging like you can bury Something that cannot die We could wash the dirt off our hands now Keep it from living underground"
Saying that person B is kinda just sweeping person A's love for them under the rug like it's lifeless, and then both of them shaking it off like it's just "whatever", trying to keep it from going on, kinda.
The "Lazy summer goddess/I don't have to see you right now" lyric, though, I think is person A talking to person B, finally saying "I don't have to take this" and standing up for themself.
Maybe I'm reading too much into it but it's how I've been interpreting it.