I always liked this song but never really got it. Years later, after a suicide attempt and being diagnosed with a mental disorder, i listened to it and it seemed to make much more sense. To me, it seems to be about being alive but feeling like you're already dead. Not being happy with the person you are and the mistakes you've made and you don't see any way out. It could even be about being stuck with a mental disorder that makes you think like this.
I always liked this song but never really got it. Years later, after a suicide attempt and being diagnosed with a mental disorder, i listened to it and it seemed to make much more sense. To me, it seems to be about being alive but feeling like you're already dead. Not being happy with the person you are and the mistakes you've made and you don't see any way out. It could even be about being stuck with a mental disorder that makes you think like this.