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Sounds to me like the narrator is witnessing (and potentially getting off to) his/her dissolving into their relationship, especially when "violet" is replaced with "violent". Perhaps Natalie is the partner's former self?
Sounds to me like the narrator is witnessing (and potentially getting off to) his/her dissolving into their relationship, especially when "violet" is replaced with "violent". Perhaps Natalie is the partner's former self?