I believe this song has this meaning based on my following experiences:
"Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
And I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places"
With troubles and problems ("disaster on a daily basis"), she sought after advice and wisdom with her so called "darling", but it appears that her search for the truth is in the ("wrong place"), which implies that her darling is not who she thought they were (could be friends/ family).
"But still wanna laugh in disappointed faces"
I believe this means (according to my interpretation and experiences) that "disappointed faces" refers to her close friends who are heroes and thieves, who are not true to themselves and are let down by others. This implies she understands their pain, but "wants to laugh" as they departed her and got their medicine.
"And you can't help me
I'm blinded by these"
I believe her "darling" is not one of those heroes and thieves she refers to... but with the way she is "blinded" (i.e. her loss of trust with others), she does not believe her darling can "help her", as her feelings with others (and maybe society as a whole) has given her doubts that her "darling" could just be like everyone else.
I believe this song has this meaning based on my following experiences:
"Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis And I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places"
With troubles and problems ("disaster on a daily basis"), she sought after advice and wisdom with her so called "darling", but it appears that her search for the truth is in the ("wrong place"), which implies that her darling is not who she thought they were (could be friends/ family).
"But still wanna laugh in disappointed faces"
I believe this means (according to my interpretation and experiences) that "disappointed faces" refers to her close friends who are heroes and thieves, who are not true to themselves and are let down by others. This implies she understands their pain, but "wants to laugh" as they departed her and got their medicine.
"And you can't help me I'm blinded by these"
I believe her "darling" is not one of those heroes and thieves she refers to... but with the way she is "blinded" (i.e. her loss of trust with others), she does not believe her darling can "help her", as her feelings with others (and maybe society as a whole) has given her doubts that her "darling" could just be like everyone else.
To be continued....