This song is about being in an dying relationship, wanting the relationship to to end.
"I've wasted my days, and wasted my nights" Alice feels trapped, suffocated, there's nothing left in it for her.
Maybe it's how she felt in cc as she left the group, she also said her creativity was trapped in cc, which in an art level not having that flow you need can feel like suffocation,
This song is about being in an dying relationship, wanting the relationship to to end. "I've wasted my days, and wasted my nights" Alice feels trapped, suffocated, there's nothing left in it for her. Maybe it's how she felt in cc as she left the group, she also said her creativity was trapped in cc, which in an art level not having that flow you need can feel like suffocation,