To me, this song is about missing someone you love, either because they died or they're just no longer with you. And it's about all the time you don't see them and try to get over it. Despair comes, and it stays through all the time you just waste missing that person (You're there through my wasted days, nights, years) all the time you look back and see you just wasted living in pain or regret or in auto pilot. Singer also emphasizes on the fact that missing this person hurts even more because she/he has always had fears related to loneliness. But then, after all the pain, singer realises all this can't last forever, even if it seems like a whole life he/she wasted, someday it's gonna stop, and the sun will rise (the same sun that one day his/her beloved made them see).
To me, this song is about missing someone you love, either because they died or they're just no longer with you. And it's about all the time you don't see them and try to get over it. Despair comes, and it stays through all the time you just waste missing that person (You're there through my wasted days, nights, years) all the time you look back and see you just wasted living in pain or regret or in auto pilot. Singer also emphasizes on the fact that missing this person hurts even more because she/he has always had fears related to loneliness. But then, after all the pain, singer realises all this can't last forever, even if it seems like a whole life he/she wasted, someday it's gonna stop, and the sun will rise (the same sun that one day his/her beloved made them see).