The song is mainly about him having compulsive or addictive behaviors that prove to be somewhat destructive in ways. I think it has a lot to do with love as well. He's saying when someone loves him more and more, he loses that feeling of insecurity. But with most things that are beautiful, he destroys them because he's afraid of getting close or attached for fear of being left abandoned by whoever it is. He hates that that's the person he is, and he just needs the other person to love him enough so he doesn't have to feel so insecure and worried about being left alone like all the times in the past. It's all about what has happened to him, and his fear of history repeating itself, like it sometimes does, and finding himself being hurt and destroyed all over again.
The song is mainly about him having compulsive or addictive behaviors that prove to be somewhat destructive in ways. I think it has a lot to do with love as well. He's saying when someone loves him more and more, he loses that feeling of insecurity. But with most things that are beautiful, he destroys them because he's afraid of getting close or attached for fear of being left abandoned by whoever it is. He hates that that's the person he is, and he just needs the other person to love him enough so he doesn't have to feel so insecure and worried about being left alone like all the times in the past. It's all about what has happened to him, and his fear of history repeating itself, like it sometimes does, and finding himself being hurt and destroyed all over again.