So I kind of think the song is about her trying to convince herself that she can be faithful and not self-destruct and self-sabotage this relationship, that she finds some bliss in.
The last verse shows us just how she trying to be faithful for once. It is a verse dedicated towards the guy she is cheating with. The verse is even whispered rather the sang at a normal pace (which is established throughout the song).
I think it's a hauntingly beautiful song about the past and the future. How we all struggle with commitment and how sometimes we fall in love with someone who is too good for us... So we try and self destruct by cheating.
So I kind of think the song is about her trying to convince herself that she can be faithful and not self-destruct and self-sabotage this relationship, that she finds some bliss in.
The last verse shows us just how she trying to be faithful for once. It is a verse dedicated towards the guy she is cheating with. The verse is even whispered rather the sang at a normal pace (which is established throughout the song).
I think it's a hauntingly beautiful song about the past and the future. How we all struggle with commitment and how sometimes we fall in love with someone who is too good for us... So we try and self destruct by cheating.