I think she's talking to god, her father. She's talking about being baptized under the water. She asks am I your daughter take me back and see. -like she was once saved before and left god and she's asking him to take her back and see if she's still worthy . Then she says there's no time for being younger- god calls all of us his children, she doesn't feel lk a child has grown bitter cause of life ,friends bein enemies. Then she says and if I cried unto my mother no she wasn't there for me- mother Mary.- she's saying she doesn't answer her prayers or hear her cries don't let the water drag you down. - she wants to go back to feeling she is a child of God and that her cries are heard but feels instead like they're not and instead of it being a good experience it's dragging her down cause she has no faith. Broken lines across my mirror, show my face all red and bruised- I think is a metaphor for throwing a fit. Breaking , smashing the mirror. Hitting herself in the face, screaming it's all red. She keeps screaming no one came running to save her. - she feels forsaken by God She says I could be found. I could be what you had saved. - I once was lost now I am found -she's saying she could still be found if he's looking. And God saves. - she's saying she could be what he had saved. -She says it lk she has no hope of it happening though.but at the end she still prayers for the calmness of being gods child again, hoping it was a dream that she ever wasn't and she wakes up free from her child - her bindings
I think she's talking to god, her father. She's talking about being baptized under the water. She asks am I your daughter take me back and see. -like she was once saved before and left god and she's asking him to take her back and see if she's still worthy . Then she says there's no time for being younger- god calls all of us his children, she doesn't feel lk a child has grown bitter cause of life ,friends bein enemies. Then she says and if I cried unto my mother no she wasn't there for me- mother Mary.- she's saying she doesn't answer her prayers or hear her cries don't let the water drag you down. - she wants to go back to feeling she is a child of God and that her cries are heard but feels instead like they're not and instead of it being a good experience it's dragging her down cause she has no faith. Broken lines across my mirror, show my face all red and bruised- I think is a metaphor for throwing a fit. Breaking , smashing the mirror. Hitting herself in the face, screaming it's all red. She keeps screaming no one came running to save her. - she feels forsaken by God She says I could be found. I could be what you had saved. - I once was lost now I am found -she's saying she could still be found if he's looking. And God saves. - she's saying she could be what he had saved. -She says it lk she has no hope of it happening though.but at the end she still prayers for the calmness of being gods child again, hoping it was a dream that she ever wasn't and she wakes up free from her child - her bindings