I dont actually think it talks about child abuse, I'm leaning towards the nightmare/post war communist germany thing, he never mentions any kind of contact. When he says " with this heart I have he power to black mail the eye lids" it makes me think of the german expression " carry something under my heart" that means to be pregnant. And when he says " I brought you a bright light from the firmament" he mught be talking about his immaginary friend who brought him some hope to live through the night where "Demon spirits black fairies crawl out of the cellar shaft"
I dont actually think it talks about child abuse, I'm leaning towards the nightmare/post war communist germany thing, he never mentions any kind of contact. When he says " with this heart I have he power to black mail the eye lids" it makes me think of the german expression " carry something under my heart" that means to be pregnant. And when he says " I brought you a bright light from the firmament" he mught be talking about his immaginary friend who brought him some hope to live through the night where "Demon spirits black fairies crawl out of the cellar shaft"