'I can't stop this train I can't get off' he can't stop his train of thought even if it is getting bad. 'but I can't go back I've come too far to stop' he has 'realized' how hopeless his situation is but he can't go back to what he once thought. 'there's too many signs to read them all there's too many roads I need to stumble down' there's too many unfixable problems that need to be fixed that it's too overwhelming. 'I never thought I'd say these things to you' he is talking to himself, trying to work things out.' I wanna know if this is for real' he doesn't know whether his thoughts we're real (true) or not.'believe me when I say there is something I wish I could say' he wants talk to someone about how he feels so maybe he can get help. 'you were always so good to me even when it was so hard to be' he feels guilty for not talking and saying I'm fine all the time even when that person was really good to him. 'I've sailed myself too far out to sea' he has escaped into his own thoughts and become disconnected from everyone. '....as I become an old memory' as the person he was before he broke down isn't coming back the old him is just a memory.'you once knew' he used to tell that person everything.'it's silent as I sink into the sea' he is sitting in silence as he sinks into the dark sea of his thoughts.
I'm sorry this interrpretation isn't in order but if I restructured it I would've ruined my flo. I don't really think this interrpretation makes much sense but it's just how I felt about the song.
'I can't stop this train I can't get off' he can't stop his train of thought even if it is getting bad. 'but I can't go back I've come too far to stop' he has 'realized' how hopeless his situation is but he can't go back to what he once thought. 'there's too many signs to read them all there's too many roads I need to stumble down' there's too many unfixable problems that need to be fixed that it's too overwhelming. 'I never thought I'd say these things to you' he is talking to himself, trying to work things out.' I wanna know if this is for real' he doesn't know whether his thoughts we're real (true) or not.'believe me when I say there is something I wish I could say' he wants talk to someone about how he feels so maybe he can get help. 'you were always so good to me even when it was so hard to be' he feels guilty for not talking and saying I'm fine all the time even when that person was really good to him. 'I've sailed myself too far out to sea' he has escaped into his own thoughts and become disconnected from everyone. '....as I become an old memory' as the person he was before he broke down isn't coming back the old him is just a memory.'you once knew' he used to tell that person everything.'it's silent as I sink into the sea' he is sitting in silence as he sinks into the dark sea of his thoughts. I'm sorry this interrpretation isn't in order but if I restructured it I would've ruined my flo. I don't really think this interrpretation makes much sense but it's just how I felt about the song.