I can relate. I am a loner in real life, I do not think I fit in. Everyone acts like they wanna talk to me, "So fake yet so friendly." I have friends, but " everyone is falling away, feel like they're stolen from me." They fall into their own groups, and I don't try to fit in. Most things go wrong for me in my social life; when i try to ask a crush out, I always fail, stuff like that. It leads to lower self esteem. "Wish everything didn't
happen to me, all I want is faith, love and happiness." "Every time one runs away another one's returning" to me means that when they all leave, someone just comes back anyways. When everyone leaves, I just wanna see them again.
" I know you think you know a lot about me, but so many
wanna doubt me. " This means, of course, they think they know me, but they don't. I haven't shown many people my cheerful, nice guy side (You would call me depressed). They see a weird or sad side to me, and they judge me by that, they want to doubt me. "My eyes can see even the back of me, won't you just let me be." They laugh and make fun of me behind my back, I know what they do, can't they just leave me alone!?
"Every which way I turn I've got the option of a million choices, every single word I say is
judged by a million critics. Every which way you turn you hear the sound of a million voices.
Every single move you make is torn by a million cynics. When will we all see the light of day?
I don't know. " Everywhere I go I've got so many options, everything I say is judged by them, I hear they're voices everywhere, When will we all see the light?
I guess it could be peer pressure, or it could be like my life describes it, I don't know.
I can relate. I am a loner in real life, I do not think I fit in. Everyone acts like they wanna talk to me, "So fake yet so friendly." I have friends, but " everyone is falling away, feel like they're stolen from me." They fall into their own groups, and I don't try to fit in. Most things go wrong for me in my social life; when i try to ask a crush out, I always fail, stuff like that. It leads to lower self esteem. "Wish everything didn't happen to me, all I want is faith, love and happiness." "Every time one runs away another one's returning" to me means that when they all leave, someone just comes back anyways. When everyone leaves, I just wanna see them again.
" I know you think you know a lot about me, but so many wanna doubt me. " This means, of course, they think they know me, but they don't. I haven't shown many people my cheerful, nice guy side (You would call me depressed). They see a weird or sad side to me, and they judge me by that, they want to doubt me. "My eyes can see even the back of me, won't you just let me be." They laugh and make fun of me behind my back, I know what they do, can't they just leave me alone!?
"Every which way I turn I've got the option of a million choices, every single word I say is judged by a million critics. Every which way you turn you hear the sound of a million voices. Every single move you make is torn by a million cynics. When will we all see the light of day? I don't know. " Everywhere I go I've got so many options, everything I say is judged by them, I hear they're voices everywhere, When will we all see the light?
I guess it could be peer pressure, or it could be like my life describes it, I don't know.