Since most of the album is about the death of his mother I think this song is about that too:
""The fluorescent billboards sell a wonderful life that doesn't exist anymore"
We all know they do that but how can he possibly be happy without his mother?
"Will I blame it on everyone else like I always do"
He blames everything on everyone, he's not man enough to take the responsibility of his actions, will he do the same with this?
"Are pills the only way to make myself complete again"
Drugs can be used to help people with depression, make losing his mother completely ruined him, are they the only way to make him complete because he's broken without her
I think the rest is about finding himself again, becoming a man and moving on with his life, "finding it hard to explain why I think I'm right again", I don't know about anyone else but I struggle to prove my point all the time even when I really strongly believe something because I'm scared of everyone else's reactions and judgements so I blow it off and get upset, he could be the same?
Since most of the album is about the death of his mother I think this song is about that too:
""The fluorescent billboards sell a wonderful life that doesn't exist anymore" We all know they do that but how can he possibly be happy without his mother?
"Will I blame it on everyone else like I always do" He blames everything on everyone, he's not man enough to take the responsibility of his actions, will he do the same with this?
"Are pills the only way to make myself complete again" Drugs can be used to help people with depression, make losing his mother completely ruined him, are they the only way to make him complete because he's broken without her
I think the rest is about finding himself again, becoming a man and moving on with his life, "finding it hard to explain why I think I'm right again", I don't know about anyone else but I struggle to prove my point all the time even when I really strongly believe something because I'm scared of everyone else's reactions and judgements so I blow it off and get upset, he could be the same?
Just my thoughts