"my demons are begging me to open up my mouth
i need them, mechanically make the words come out"
he's telling her to open her mouth to suck his cock, and that she needs to do this, because it's best for her.
"they fight me, vigorous and angry, watch them pounce
ignite me, licking up the flames they bring about"
when she rejects what the raper says, he forces it onto her. she's angry now because of him ("ignite me"), but it just turns him on, and forces it further.
"i sold my soul to a three-piece
and he told me i was holy
he's got me down on both knees"
upon her first encounter with this guy, she thought he was nice because he had a very clean appearance. now it's all gone wrong.
"but it's the devil that's tryna
hold me down, hold me down
sneaking out the back door, make no sound"
he's got her, and now he's not letting her go. the rapist is covering her mouth so no one hears her pleas for help.
"knock me out, knock me out
saying that i want more, this is what i live for"
now he's trying to give her drugs, and attempting to convince her that this is what she wants. this is what she lives for.
"throw me in the deep end, watch me drown"
not only does he find it humane to do this, he takes pleasure in it.
"selfish, taking what i want and call it mine
i'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine"
she's fallen into it now, and is starting to take pleasure in it as well. she's starting to take more dominance in the intercourse, but the rapist comes back even stronger.
"they rush me, telling me i'm running out of time
they shush me (sssh), walking me across a fragile line"
the rapist has other things to do, and is fearing getting caught. she's getting loud now, and he's being even more assertive, controlling every action of hers.
TW: RAPE (GRAPHIC)
i believe this song to be about rape from a man.
"my demons are begging me to open up my mouth i need them, mechanically make the words come out" he's telling her to open her mouth to suck his cock, and that she needs to do this, because it's best for her.
"they fight me, vigorous and angry, watch them pounce ignite me, licking up the flames they bring about" when she rejects what the raper says, he forces it onto her. she's angry now because of him ("ignite me"), but it just turns him on, and forces it further.
"i sold my soul to a three-piece and he told me i was holy he's got me down on both knees" upon her first encounter with this guy, she thought he was nice because he had a very clean appearance. now it's all gone wrong.
"but it's the devil that's tryna hold me down, hold me down sneaking out the back door, make no sound" he's got her, and now he's not letting her go. the rapist is covering her mouth so no one hears her pleas for help.
"knock me out, knock me out saying that i want more, this is what i live for" now he's trying to give her drugs, and attempting to convince her that this is what she wants. this is what she lives for.
"throw me in the deep end, watch me drown" not only does he find it humane to do this, he takes pleasure in it.
"selfish, taking what i want and call it mine i'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine" she's fallen into it now, and is starting to take pleasure in it as well. she's starting to take more dominance in the intercourse, but the rapist comes back even stronger.
"they rush me, telling me i'm running out of time they shush me (sssh), walking me across a fragile line" the rapist has other things to do, and is fearing getting caught. she's getting loud now, and he's being even more assertive, controlling every action of hers.