I think this one is pretty straight-forward. The persona of the song broke up (or is about to break up) with someone, and takes drugs to get rid of all the memories. So far, it's working ("I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips").
"I got bullets in the booth / Rather be your victim than be with you" is the trickiest part of the song. Maybe this person is in a booth, talking over the phone with their beloved; probably just arguing, and thinking about suicide ("Rather be your victim than be with you").
Notice that the gender of both the person taking drugs and their beloved aren't mentioned in any part of the song; even if MM is singing, the poetic "I" could be a man or a woman, and the relationship could be either heterosexual or homosexual. It isn't specified in the lyrics.
I think this one is pretty straight-forward. The persona of the song broke up (or is about to break up) with someone, and takes drugs to get rid of all the memories. So far, it's working ("I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips").
"I got bullets in the booth / Rather be your victim than be with you" is the trickiest part of the song. Maybe this person is in a booth, talking over the phone with their beloved; probably just arguing, and thinking about suicide ("Rather be your victim than be with you").
Notice that the gender of both the person taking drugs and their beloved aren't mentioned in any part of the song; even if MM is singing, the poetic "I" could be a man or a woman, and the relationship could be either heterosexual or homosexual. It isn't specified in the lyrics.