This song to me is about, growing into yourself. Living life your own way and telling everyone who told you how to live "screw you, I'm living life my own way." Everyone wants to know if we fucked on the bathroom sink" - about how nosy and controlling everyone in her life has been. "I don't have to fuck and tell you anything/ that's the beauty of a secret" - about not caring what others think how it's her business. Halsey has a beutifully explicit way of conveying a message.
This song to me is about, growing into yourself. Living life your own way and telling everyone who told you how to live "screw you, I'm living life my own way." Everyone wants to know if we fucked on the bathroom sink" - about how nosy and controlling everyone in her life has been. "I don't have to fuck and tell you anything/ that's the beauty of a secret" - about not caring what others think how it's her business. Halsey has a beutifully explicit way of conveying a message.