This is my opinion so hate it or don't but i feel like hes going threw addiction, Depression, losing someone, or trying to feel something other then the pain hes feeling right now so people would do anything to feel something other then the pain they feeli like cutting themselves, overdosing or even killing themselves i know for a fact because i'm one of those people whos tried at least one of these things it's hard to forget and you always feel alone i feel like thats what hes thinking but he tries to hide his pain with drugs or cutts all that and believes he is gonna kill himself
This is my opinion so hate it or don't but i feel like hes going threw addiction, Depression, losing someone, or trying to feel something other then the pain hes feeling right now so people would do anything to feel something other then the pain they feeli like cutting themselves, overdosing or even killing themselves i know for a fact because i'm one of those people whos tried at least one of these things it's hard to forget and you always feel alone i feel like thats what hes thinking but he tries to hide his pain with drugs or cutts all that and believes he is gonna kill himself