song is a mix of pathetic story of upbringing, tale of a troubled man...with mixed emotions..give me a pile of pills...wanna see if it cures my ills.. I wanna see if you know me..I will tell you so many lies in bed..Speaking of youth.a young time where nothing matterred, The feeling that I am alive but a mix of emotions, Cant identify with just one cuz theres so many in his mind,,I am gonna die alone in bed,,,disturbing and haunting repeated a x 10... He is lost..looking for his way back home, he says he is afraid ... Its a fantasy story yet represents a mixed up adolescent that cannot manage his racing thoughts and emotions . It is a song of adolescence..coming of age..with a dark cloud looming on it because the outcome doesn't look bright..foreshadowing of whats to come . This represents the melancholy demeanor of the individual is profound yet poetic and touching
song is a mix of pathetic story of upbringing, tale of a troubled man...with mixed emotions..give me a pile of pills...wanna see if it cures my ills.. I wanna see if you know me..I will tell you so many lies in bed..Speaking of youth.a young time where nothing matterred, The feeling that I am alive but a mix of emotions, Cant identify with just one cuz theres so many in his mind,,I am gonna die alone in bed,,,disturbing and haunting repeated a x 10... He is lost..looking for his way back home, he says he is afraid ... Its a fantasy story yet represents a mixed up adolescent that cannot manage his racing thoughts and emotions . It is a song of adolescence..coming of age..with a dark cloud looming on it because the outcome doesn't look bright..foreshadowing of whats to come . This represents the melancholy demeanor of the individual is profound yet poetic and touching