The song refers to her drinking, over-dosed, black out and meet with the death, and eventually when she wakes up she understand that the drinking doesnt coveres the hole in your heart. because this is not someone that loves you so you wake up alone....
It's okay in the day..
I'm staying busy (explaining in the next sentence)
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he (her drink\ she black-out more than ones so she know the death is coming)
Got so sick of crying
So just lately (when i come back to drink)
When I catch myself (with a glass in hand), I do a one-eighty (in my behavior and smash the glass).
.I stay up, clean the house (like before)
At least I'm not DRINKING
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking. (when you drink, you don't think. you just say. so she run to don't have to think if she is wasted or not).
He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts (death)
He floats me with dread (the death with alcohol)
Soaked in soul (again, death is soaking her SOUL)
He swims in my ice by the bed (again)
Pour myself over him (pour= like bartender)
Moon spilling in (i guess it refers to the drink tequila sunrise. spelled by the bartender)
And I wake up alone..... (i'm still alone. the drinking didn't forgot it or replaced it).
If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless (so death wont come)
(because) The second I stop, the sleep catches up (black-out)
And I'm breathless (could also be she wrote WASTED but changed it. sing it instead).
'Cause his ache in my chest (where my heart is also).
As my day is done now (death)
The dark covers me (dark like black (out)) and I cannot run now (i cannot escape now).
My blood running cold (her drink is in her blood,refers to Flaming shot/ after you die the blood gets cold).
I stand before him (before the death/ before the drink).
.....
Drowning me (and my liver) we bathe under blue light (i think it refers to the drink BLUE LAGOON... because drowning under blue light can be drowning in blue lagoon, swim-pool, sea...)
and so on....
AMY MAY YOU REST IN PIECE. I'M ONLY 14 YEARS OLD AND I LOVE YOU. MAY GOD BE EVER IN YOU'RE FAVOR. EVEN NOW.
The song refers to her drinking, over-dosed, black out and meet with the death, and eventually when she wakes up she understand that the drinking doesnt coveres the hole in your heart. because this is not someone that loves you so you wake up alone.... It's okay in the day.. I'm staying busy (explaining in the next sentence) Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he (her drink\ she black-out more than ones so she know the death is coming) Got so sick of crying So just lately (when i come back to drink) When I catch myself (with a glass in hand), I do a one-eighty (in my behavior and smash the glass). .I stay up, clean the house (like before) At least I'm not DRINKING Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking. (when you drink, you don't think. you just say. so she run to don't have to think if she is wasted or not).
He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts (death) He floats me with dread (the death with alcohol) Soaked in soul (again, death is soaking her SOUL) He swims in my ice by the bed (again) Pour myself over him (pour= like bartender) Moon spilling in (i guess it refers to the drink tequila sunrise. spelled by the bartender) And I wake up alone..... (i'm still alone. the drinking didn't forgot it or replaced it).
If I was my heart I'd rather be restless (so death wont come) (because) The second I stop, the sleep catches up (black-out) And I'm breathless (could also be she wrote WASTED but changed it. sing it instead). 'Cause his ache in my chest (where my heart is also). As my day is done now (death) The dark covers me (dark like black (out)) and I cannot run now (i cannot escape now). My blood running cold (her drink is in her blood,refers to Flaming shot/ after you die the blood gets cold). I stand before him (before the death/ before the drink). ..... Drowning me (and my liver) we bathe under blue light (i think it refers to the drink BLUE LAGOON... because drowning under blue light can be drowning in blue lagoon, swim-pool, sea...)
and so on....
AMY MAY YOU REST IN PIECE. I'M ONLY 14 YEARS OLD AND I LOVE YOU. MAY GOD BE EVER IN YOU'RE FAVOR. EVEN NOW.