I think the big picture meaning of this song is trying to figure out your own value system-what's important to you, what you think is right and wrong. It seems like he's asking God to help him figure it out, but it's hard cause he's falling away from God. He just wants to be a better person and turn away from his sin("want to be be a better adversary to the evil I have done.") The one he loves that he's referring to is God, I think. Also I think the "my friends and I have problems" is him trying to include his fans in it so they feel like they can relate to it since we're all acing the battle of finding our morality.
I think the big picture meaning of this song is trying to figure out your own value system-what's important to you, what you think is right and wrong. It seems like he's asking God to help him figure it out, but it's hard cause he's falling away from God. He just wants to be a better person and turn away from his sin("want to be be a better adversary to the evil I have done.") The one he loves that he's referring to is God, I think. Also I think the "my friends and I have problems" is him trying to include his fans in it so they feel like they can relate to it since we're all acing the battle of finding our morality.