Lyric discussion by sstressedout 

Hello We haven't talked in quite some time I know I haven't been the best Of sons

no quite sure about this first part.

Hello I've been traveling in The desert of my mind And I Haven't found a drop Of life I haven't found a drop Of you I haven't found a drop Of water

he might be talking about how hes trying to search through his mind to find some meaning of himself, and trying to find some happy thoughts abut himself or someone he loves (a drop of you)

I try desperately to run through the sand As I hold the water In the palm of my hand Cause it's all that I have It's all that I need and

he might be talking about im running through life, and getting stuck in problem desperately trying to keep the water (the things that matter to him) from spilling.

The waves of the water Mean nothing to me But I try my best And all that I can to Hold tightly onto What's left in my hand But no matter how How tightly I will strain The sand will slow me down And the water will drain

he might be talking about how as hard as he tries, he can never keep the water (the things that matter to him) safe, but he cant because the sand (problems in his life) is draging him down and he cant stop the water from draining so hes slowly losing everything.

I'm just being dramatic In fact, I'm only at it again As an addict with a pen Who's addicted to the wind As it blows me back and fourth Mindless, spineless, and pretend Of course I'll be here again See you tomorrow But it's the end of today End of my ways

he might be talking about how hes just over reacting and hes just overthinking it all the time and hes just "at it again" - saying he writes about this stuff all the time and hes getting sick of himself doing that.

As a walking denial My trial was filed as a crazy Suicidal head case

he might be talking about how hes in denial about his whatever he is talking about and every time he tries to talk about whatever it, people just call him a "crazy suicidal head case"

But you specialize in dying You hear me screaming Father And I'm lying here just crying So wash me with your water

again, not sure about this, there might be a religious meaning behind this,

im not saying this is the actual meaning, these are just my thoughts

@sstressedout where i say - "he might be talking about how hes in denial about his whatever he is talking about"

i didn't read the lyrics properly, i think it means that everyone else is in denial, not Tyler

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