Clearly, based on the closeups of the dilated pupils, this is a reference to an LSD trip. As his constructed identity fell away, "he lost himself." The part in the bar refers to alcohol ("simulated wood grain" as in grain alcohol fermented in wood barrels). Johnny Clueless indicates the lower vibration induced by alcohol versus hallucinogenics. He's trying to come back to earth and the everyday sense of self of constructed identity.
Clearly, based on the closeups of the dilated pupils, this is a reference to an LSD trip. As his constructed identity fell away, "he lost himself." The part in the bar refers to alcohol ("simulated wood grain" as in grain alcohol fermented in wood barrels). Johnny Clueless indicates the lower vibration induced by alcohol versus hallucinogenics. He's trying to come back to earth and the everyday sense of self of constructed identity.
RIP Joshua!