For people looking for the meaning of this song, it's basically about Alexander loving this girl ('I'm in love with a fairy tale...') and she and him had a bit of a thing goin on, but he knows it won't last, ('I'm already cursed") and then it doesn't last. He really cares about her, he's crazy for her, and after the fallout of their relationship, he goes to look for her and she's like avoiding all confrontation with her ("Nowadays I cannot find her") and he wants to get back together with her.
For people looking for the meaning of this song, it's basically about Alexander loving this girl ('I'm in love with a fairy tale...') and she and him had a bit of a thing goin on, but he knows it won't last, ('I'm already cursed") and then it doesn't last. He really cares about her, he's crazy for her, and after the fallout of their relationship, he goes to look for her and she's like avoiding all confrontation with her ("Nowadays I cannot find her") and he wants to get back together with her.