This song was written from her feelings at the time this incident had occurred. Yes, she feels guilt and admits her mistakes openly. But the part that gets me is when these lyrics play: "I'm losing it
With every move I die, I'm faded, I'm broken inside, (I've wasted the love of my life), I'm losing it, With every move I die" maybe she feels like she is lost without her other half, and needs that person to fix her broken heart. But then when her lyrics say this: "This is it and now you're really gone this time (oh), Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind.", I can't help but to think she has lost her soulmate or true love life. She never got to make any kind of peace, or apologize for the wrong she has done. Typically, Kesha will write all the foul things about the guys in her songs, which is probably embarrassing an causes the guy her other songs are about to feel super ridiculed. Which when she sings a song written for anyone, she sings to them and about them as if she knows they are going to hear whichever song. In this song she is not singing to an individual who is no longer living, she feels so broken, lost, confused, and says every move she dies, sounds like when she lost him, he had her broken pieces that only her one true love can fix. If you don't agree, it's cool. But, I just love the song and wanted to put my perception of the songs.
This song was written from her feelings at the time this incident had occurred. Yes, she feels guilt and admits her mistakes openly. But the part that gets me is when these lyrics play: "I'm losing it With every move I die, I'm faded, I'm broken inside, (I've wasted the love of my life), I'm losing it, With every move I die" maybe she feels like she is lost without her other half, and needs that person to fix her broken heart. But then when her lyrics say this: "This is it and now you're really gone this time (oh), Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind.", I can't help but to think she has lost her soulmate or true love life. She never got to make any kind of peace, or apologize for the wrong she has done. Typically, Kesha will write all the foul things about the guys in her songs, which is probably embarrassing an causes the guy her other songs are about to feel super ridiculed. Which when she sings a song written for anyone, she sings to them and about them as if she knows they are going to hear whichever song. In this song she is not singing to an individual who is no longer living, she feels so broken, lost, confused, and says every move she dies, sounds like when she lost him, he had her broken pieces that only her one true love can fix. If you don't agree, it's cool. But, I just love the song and wanted to put my perception of the songs.