Lyric discussion by getthoselyricsright 

Cover art for Holy Shit lyrics by Father John Misty

Instead of instant streams, I've been hearing incest dreams. Whoops.

Anyways, the final line feels to me to be as if he's trying to shelter himself and a love interest from all the cynicism that seems to define him. He is as disillusioned as they get but he desperately wants to see if his personal circumstances (involving someone else) can be shielded from all that he sees is wrong in his world.