John is reflecting on his life. He is saying that he likes the idea of Halloween, and wishes that it was all the time because he doesn't like the person he has become. He wants to pretend he's better than he really is, and living this false reality will ultimately make him happier than if he were to just be himself.
John is reflecting on his life. He is saying that he likes the idea of Halloween, and wishes that it was all the time because he doesn't like the person he has become. He wants to pretend he's better than he really is, and living this false reality will ultimately make him happier than if he were to just be himself.