I think it's about her not knowing her lover's whereabouts and making things up to numb herself. She's going to end up being the stranger but she feels her love for him is stronger than anyone else who he would meet in his travels. (Maybe he's on tour? Or business travels?) Her love is superior to theirs. ("Nobody deserves you the way that I do.") She does what she can to get by and pull through it ("all that bad shit") but knows she will have to end it soon. I feel like by the end of the song, she realizes her love is "average" and not special at all. That it will never be enough to hold up the relstionship.
I think it's about her not knowing her lover's whereabouts and making things up to numb herself. She's going to end up being the stranger but she feels her love for him is stronger than anyone else who he would meet in his travels. (Maybe he's on tour? Or business travels?) Her love is superior to theirs. ("Nobody deserves you the way that I do.") She does what she can to get by and pull through it ("all that bad shit") but knows she will have to end it soon. I feel like by the end of the song, she realizes her love is "average" and not special at all. That it will never be enough to hold up the relstionship.