Lyric discussion by brennarr 

Cover art for Honey Jars lyrics by Bryan John Appleby

I believe it's about widowhood as well. When he says "the parade goes on without me," he means that life and happiness continue on, even amidst his depression. Even though he's blinded by sadness, he can still recognize this fact, and it only makes him "ache" for his lost love even harder. Chills.

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