Lyric discussion by leemod 

The light house is a crutch. Home is their center/ happy place. The dark is some scary thing.

If you could always find your happy place, no matter what the circumstance then you're like... Buddha.

But, in the song, this person has never really faced his fear without the crutch and is questioning himself.

"I always make it through tough circumstances, but I have always done it with a crutch. Am I competent, or is it the crutch?"

I assume he will risk losing the gifts he has (and the benefits they provide) to prove to himself that he can get by without them.

All that being said, I think the situation can be tied to a lot of things. Leaving home, changing jobs, doing heavy drugs... who knows?

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