In my opinion, this song is about loving someone greatly but they hurt you and broke your trust so now you're always suspecting them of lying and things will never be okay hense -> "You said you'd never hurt me/ Now this is all that we have left"
This person was supposed to always keep him happy and never hurt him "You were supposed to save me/ From myself"
I don't fully understand the "So I don't care if I will miss you, please just fuck me till we disappear" part but when it comes to
"The wall that I have built to keep you out has crumbled to dust
And I hope that everything you see reminds you of us
I've been gone for so long that I forgot what is real"
means (to me) that now that he's starting to get over it, he hopes that person starts to miss him and goes through the pain of a break-up and will be sad.
But that's just my opinion, I'm going through something like that so that may have something to do with why I see it this way.
In my opinion, this song is about loving someone greatly but they hurt you and broke your trust so now you're always suspecting them of lying and things will never be okay hense -> "You said you'd never hurt me/ Now this is all that we have left" This person was supposed to always keep him happy and never hurt him "You were supposed to save me/ From myself" I don't fully understand the "So I don't care if I will miss you, please just fuck me till we disappear" part but when it comes to "The wall that I have built to keep you out has crumbled to dust And I hope that everything you see reminds you of us I've been gone for so long that I forgot what is real" means (to me) that now that he's starting to get over it, he hopes that person starts to miss him and goes through the pain of a break-up and will be sad. But that's just my opinion, I'm going through something like that so that may have something to do with why I see it this way.