Pickup Song Lyrics

Lyric discussion by Masetto 

Cover art for Pickup Song lyrics by Codeine

I think it's clearly about a feeling of regret about an old love story never happened. The protagonist never had (or he/she lost) a chance with his/her love, and now he don't even want to remember what he/she lost.

Anyway, I can't undersand well the second verse.

Thought you were blind, I held your hand Guess I still don't understand

Maybe it means that thought his/her love can't see the protagonist's love, he/she tried to remain near to this person. Maybe the protagonist can't understand why he choose that, becouse it makes he/she feel bad.