Okay , so what if this song is really all about his cousin , you know cause his cousin was one of the people who committed the murder right . So what if his cousin like say confest to oli or something . What if this song is his pain shown to us through oli . Because the ways the lyrics are written it makes it seem like he was there , like he was a witness or something . Like the first couple of line it seems like his cousin was describing what the kid was like , like he knew him and saying exactly what he did . And he says that he made it out alive with scars he can't forget . And then he goes we all have our demons to fight like it's haunting him . Then it goes Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?" God forgive me for all of my sins , god forgive me for everything , I can't live with my self tonight" . He's asking for forgiveness for what he did . And maybe he told oli or oli asked what he did or something "If I let you in you'll just want out
If I tell you the truth you'll vie for a lie"
Or maybe I'm just overthinking it but I think that this song is about oli feeling his pain about something horrible he did because his cousin is being haunted by his thoughts and his demons now because of the wrong choices he made .
Also in the chorus I feel like his cousin was basically crying out for help " don't go I can't do this on my own , "
And I feel like his cousin was asking oli if he is still loved because I need that reassurance to get through the night " tell me that you love me because I need you so much "
Okay , so what if this song is really all about his cousin , you know cause his cousin was one of the people who committed the murder right . So what if his cousin like say confest to oli or something . What if this song is his pain shown to us through oli . Because the ways the lyrics are written it makes it seem like he was there , like he was a witness or something . Like the first couple of line it seems like his cousin was describing what the kid was like , like he knew him and saying exactly what he did . And he says that he made it out alive with scars he can't forget . And then he goes we all have our demons to fight like it's haunting him . Then it goes Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?" God forgive me for all of my sins , god forgive me for everything , I can't live with my self tonight" . He's asking for forgiveness for what he did . And maybe he told oli or oli asked what he did or something "If I let you in you'll just want out If I tell you the truth you'll vie for a lie" Or maybe I'm just overthinking it but I think that this song is about oli feeling his pain about something horrible he did because his cousin is being haunted by his thoughts and his demons now because of the wrong choices he made .
Also in the chorus I feel like his cousin was basically crying out for help " don't go I can't do this on my own , "
And I feel like his cousin was asking oli if he is still loved because I need that reassurance to get through the night " tell me that you love me because I need you so much "
So yeah that's what I think tell me if u agree .