I think this song is about feeling lost and wanting to go somewhere -- (another city or another past life a few years back where the person he wants is in) "I took my bike to the airport surroundings" -- but not being able to. And remembering the person they want and how they were not able to be well when they were together
"I wasn’t feeling at all
I wasn’t doing no good
I had a hole in my heart
I had no blood in my head
Yes I was going so low that I was gonna give up"
And how in spite of that person being all they wanted, he was not able to keep being together with her for some internal issue he had... and he just left, with a hole in his head and his heart:
"I took the fastest way down when I surrendered this time
I wasn't feeling no good
I took the easy way outI gave up myself
The last pain got away when
I bought a ticket to hell when I met up with you.
(...)
So I had the time to do wrong
I had the time to go on
I’ve got a hole in my head
And a hole in my heart
And you
You were all I wanted
You were all I wanted"
I think this song is about feeling lost and wanting to go somewhere -- (another city or another past life a few years back where the person he wants is in) "I took my bike to the airport surroundings" -- but not being able to. And remembering the person they want and how they were not able to be well when they were together
"I wasn’t feeling at all I wasn’t doing no good I had a hole in my heart I had no blood in my head Yes I was going so low that I was gonna give up"
And how in spite of that person being all they wanted, he was not able to keep being together with her for some internal issue he had... and he just left, with a hole in his head and his heart:
"I took the fastest way down when I surrendered this time I wasn't feeling no good I took the easy way outI gave up myself The last pain got away when I bought a ticket to hell when I met up with you.
(...)
So I had the time to do wrong I had the time to go on I’ve got a hole in my head And a hole in my heart
And you You were all I wanted You were all I wanted"