Over

It took alot of rereading but i figured it out. The song is about her making a mostaje and doing sometinbg that is unforgivable while she was drunk (hense her saying over and over again how she wishes that she is sober). Im guessing that she cheated but it couldve been anything. She says that sshe walked through the door with her head hung low (a sign of being guilty of doing something and feeling sjame for doing it) and that it is evident that she had veen crying (im sensing that she felt alot of guilt and confusion over what had been done). Im also guessing thar she had to have been Out for a long time sonsidering what her lover said to her. She os about to lie about what she did but decides against it because her lover can already tell what she did before she has the chance to lie and he wants her to just say it and she doesnt want to. Shesbasically saying that theres. No point in having the conversation becausebat this point its not worth it and what she did waa unforgivable so after what happened, rhere relation shop is over