Love this song. Kind of reminds me how I went through a suicide reaction and sometimes I keep trying to hide my true feeling about how I felt with life. Sometimes I would lie about my true feelings. I don't care how I hurt others or how much I say I hate them. There are times I don't try to make others happy because I am very disagreeable what they say. Even I don't know why I do these things. If people ask why do you sometimes do these things? I keep saying "I don't know". There are times I hate people trying to make me better. There are times I don't wanna feel better. I really do find it hard to believe someone has the same problems as me. There are times when something is truly wrong with me, I will deny it and say "I'm fine." I don't care if it's my fault for what I've done to myself was wrong. When my mother cries about how I act towards her, I never cared.
Love this song. Kind of reminds me how I went through a suicide reaction and sometimes I keep trying to hide my true feeling about how I felt with life. Sometimes I would lie about my true feelings. I don't care how I hurt others or how much I say I hate them. There are times I don't try to make others happy because I am very disagreeable what they say. Even I don't know why I do these things. If people ask why do you sometimes do these things? I keep saying "I don't know". There are times I hate people trying to make me better. There are times I don't wanna feel better. I really do find it hard to believe someone has the same problems as me. There are times when something is truly wrong with me, I will deny it and say "I'm fine." I don't care if it's my fault for what I've done to myself was wrong. When my mother cries about how I act towards her, I never cared.