"I don't ever want to talk that way again,
I don't want to know people like that anymore.
As if there was an obligation,
As if I owed you something."
I think this is her saying that she never wants to be a guy like she used to be, and that she realized she wasn't obligated to be a guy and not feel right...that she had the choice to change her life for herself, and dosen't owe anything to anyone else. All the versus like this are showing that she didn't feel comfterable in her old body.
"Black me out.
I want to piss on the walls of your house,
I want to chop those brass rings off your fat fucking fingers.
As if you were a kingmaker. Black me out."
To all the people who don't accept her transformation, and to the cops that will treat her differently. She can't show that it bothers her in front of them, but it does and she's letting it out in the song."
"All the young graves filled.
Don't the best all burn out so bright and so fast?
Full-body high. I'm never coming down."
Perhaps relating to the statistic that 41% of transgenders attempt suicide, and therefore so many die to young, and she's had these feelings to, and she is still fighting feelings, but she loves her new body and she is never going to give in.
Just my thoughts on the song. Could be totally off.
"I don't ever want to talk that way again, I don't want to know people like that anymore. As if there was an obligation, As if I owed you something." I think this is her saying that she never wants to be a guy like she used to be, and that she realized she wasn't obligated to be a guy and not feel right...that she had the choice to change her life for herself, and dosen't owe anything to anyone else. All the versus like this are showing that she didn't feel comfterable in her old body.
"Black me out. I want to piss on the walls of your house, I want to chop those brass rings off your fat fucking fingers. As if you were a kingmaker. Black me out." To all the people who don't accept her transformation, and to the cops that will treat her differently. She can't show that it bothers her in front of them, but it does and she's letting it out in the song."
"All the young graves filled. Don't the best all burn out so bright and so fast? Full-body high. I'm never coming down." Perhaps relating to the statistic that 41% of transgenders attempt suicide, and therefore so many die to young, and she's had these feelings to, and she is still fighting feelings, but she loves her new body and she is never going to give in.
Just my thoughts on the song. Could be totally off.
I guess it was directed towards her father (who hasn't spoken to her since she announced her transformation, and has therefore blacked her out)
I guess it was directed towards her father (who hasn't spoken to her since she announced her transformation, and has therefore blacked her out)
@greenday68 She hasn't really spoken to her dad since she was really young though.
@greenday68 She hasn't really spoken to her dad since she was really young though.