The singer is becoming aware of the potential for violence within himself. He compares himself to a gun with only one bullet, as in Russian Roulette, and realizes that not only does he have the ability to kill, but that ability is unpredictable. Manson once said that the villain in any story is more interesting than the hero because, while the hero stays the same all the way through, the villain has the opportunity to change.
The singer is becoming aware of the potential for violence within himself. He compares himself to a gun with only one bullet, as in Russian Roulette, and realizes that not only does he have the ability to kill, but that ability is unpredictable. Manson once said that the villain in any story is more interesting than the hero because, while the hero stays the same all the way through, the villain has the opportunity to change.