This definitely reminds me of my health problems, I've actually said variations of "I just wanna rip these stupid organs outta my body!" before. but as for the intended meaning, I'm thinking the speaker is frustrated with herself, like "fuck this, I give up."
This definitely reminds me of my health problems, I've actually said variations of "I just wanna rip these stupid organs outta my body!" before. but as for the intended meaning, I'm thinking the speaker is frustrated with herself, like "fuck this, I give up."